I feel itchy lately. Like that itch you try to find on the bottom of your foot but YOU CAN’T. It’s not a physical itch, per se, but something inside. For the past few months, I’ve been feeling like I need a change. I’ve gotten involved in a lot of projects, but that’s not doing it. A couple weeks ago, I thought about just selling everything I own, buying a motorhome or something like that and just driving around the country. Is it time for me to leave Phoenix? Where would I go? Should I just drive everywhere and stop at the first place I fall in love with? I have even thought of going back to school full-time, but for what? What do I want to do? There are so many things that interest me, I just have to find the one I’m most passionate about, I guess.
Maybe it’s anonymity I’m looking for. Even though I’ve worked really hard to get where I am in everything I do, sometimes it’s really hard to find some place where I can just be me and not put on some sort of front to be the person everyone THINKS I am.
I don’t know.